Matthew 6: 5 And
when thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to
pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they
may be seen of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward. 6 But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy
closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray unto thy Father which is in
secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.
Christ has had this passage come back into my mind so many
times. Struggling for so many years with a sagging self-esteem to go along with
my overweight body, I did everything I could to please others. I longed for
what I call the “Good Debbie’s.”
I would do nice things for people, sometimes above and
beyond what would be expected, because I derived some self-worth when people
would complement me. (Good Debbie’s)
When Christ showed me how I was turning to food and to others for
attention, I struggled with how to meet the needs of my struggling self-esteem.
At first, I started doing the “Good Debbie’s” for God. This
post is really beneficial for me, because I just realized that I had been doing
that. I tried to draw God’s attention to what I was trying to do for Him, but
that’s not what He wants of me. God wants me to humbly pray to Him in private,
not expecting anything in return.
The more I genuinely turned to Christ; I was blessed by God’s
healing my self-esteem. I didn’t have to do monumental things for Christ to get
His attention. He already loved me enough to give His life for me. Matthew
6: 5 And when thou prayest, thou
shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the
synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they may be seen of men.
Verily I say unto you, They have their reward. 6
But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy
door, pray unto thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in
secret shall reward thee openly.
Since I am applying these Bible Verses to my life, it may not convey the whole meaning of the verses. Debbie
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